useless

As time went on I understand the meaning of God brings us. So I knew it was love and fear of losing it today. Yes, you're such a successful set me up with everything you do, from the greeting. In fact I can not even tell the difference between a really sweet until which the artificial sweeteners, such as lies.. Everyone is afraid to lose, either about losing something valuable. Beginnings, life always pivots about you, you and you. Almost everything about you. But suddenly the thought could derail everything, which made ​​me think "Do you think like I think everything about you?" since then, everything changed. Because all of my life may not have to pivot on yourself. It will just be wasting my time with useless, if I know you're not thinking about me.. Over its time, I could not stand it any longer with the drama that I played as my life as not just for you alone. You, yes you are always the center of attention is my priority. I always find out where you were, you're what, with whom. Even until finally I overthink about you. Finding out about you was enjoyable although sometimes it will eventually end in tears too. Bitter.. Did you ever find out about me? I knew it. Definitely not. Okay. Sometimes you just think logically without using feelings. I always sacrifice my time for you. But you? No need to ask again. You just do not care if I missed you. Sometimes your insensitivity to not make me sick, and find it to be the most ignorant man who wants to sacrifice time.. This happy little heart, if I know you find out about me. Although not as hard as my attempts to find out about you. What is hard to find out about me? You have heard from your friends that I find out about you. What you did not want to reply to my business? Well, you're including people can not appreciate the efforts of others. So, stay on your sensitivity and not to remain with your world.. This time, I'm trying to stay in my world and try to not really care anymore about you. Because all will not work. Everything is useless..